Never Have

Keep my cool, a simple request
I'm tired of options but I don't want rest
Parts of me need some time alone
But I don't want you to ever go

My heart beats faster, but I can't tell why
I know nothing but names and goodbyes
Hello baby, your name's on my mind
But I don't know much about your life
Yeah, I don't know 'cause

You don't come around
I'm always unsettled
You make me nervous
But you keep me level
You're someone that I can't grasp
Let go, I never have

The same but so different, the past is a blend
Future and present, isn't it all pretend
If time is a construct, I'll build mine around you
There's nothing else that I'd rather do

But spend my dollar on the things that you want
But I can't get that chance if I don't know you enough
Open up to me, like I am to you
And if you can't, then just tell me the truth
If I just want you

Then please come around
I'm always unsettled
You may make me nervous
But you keep me level
I'm finally here at last
But you're someone that I can never have

Oh, when there's nothing left
I wish I could turn to you
I hope in time of need, you could rely on me too
I want you near through everything
'cause when you're here I'm filled with hope
And I want nothing more than just to hold you close
And everyone knows

You don't come around
I'm always unsettled
You make me nervous
But you keep me level

So I want you around
I'm always unsettled
I can't help but be nervous
And you keep me level
I know I can't let go of that
But you're everything that I could never have

I could never have you in my life
Oh no, never, never