Healed

Why I gotta wait for life to take over
Why I gotta make up lies to get closure
Why I gotta waste my time on this broken
Plot line that I woke up and wrote for
The both of, when we all know it ain't love
It's something, but it ain't what we're made for
Nothing the same ever since we gave up
Gotta accept I gotta change except
It seems I forgot to read that part of the guide
I'm lost, every way to find my own lane is gone
The whole thing's awry, and though
They move on I still remain behind
Been stuck forcing back the date and time
Now I got no bars 'cause I'm facing time
Need a hard reset on my state of mind
Can't harbor regret 'till the day I die

Step outside this box that I built
Moving beside every struggle at will, and
I can't deny that I'm feeling it still
But it's all fine 'cause I know that I'm healed
Step outside this box that I built
Moving beside every struggle at will, and
I can't deny that I'm feeling it still
But it's all fine 'cause I know that I'm healed

Past is chock full of shit that I miss
But it's also got all the shit I can't fix
And it's okay not to know how to live with
Thoughts in your head or why they exist
Soon they'll be making a focus shift
Lead you to see how to cope with it
Expose the growth so you notice it
Future doors start opening
Reflect on what you came from
Only through the looking glass, but still thank 'em
'Cause the good and the bad ain't changing
But they both had a hand in the making
Learn how to learn from your mistakes
Know that in first is your only place
All the rough shit it's worth the pain
To be the best you, hurting, it's worth the wait

Step outside this box that I built
Moving beside every struggle at will, and
I can't deny that I'm feeling it still
But it's all fine 'cause I know that I'm healed
Step outside this box that I built
Moving beside every struggle at will, and
I can't deny that I'm feeling it still
But it's all fine 'cause I know that I'm healed



Credits
Writer(s): Lexa Wasilauskas
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