Mad About Bars - S5-E8 Pt2

Go up the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason (The Voice)
I've been trying not to go up the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go up the deep end
See recent times
Some of the sickest story telling rappers in the UK
Came out Essex
So I think it's about time
We add my guy French to the list
Look (skin deep in 'em)

I weren't born in that trap, but I spent days in that shit
Like me and Lloyd got no pay for that shit
But all the olders got to pay for some bitch
While I'm bunking off school, wasting days for a tick
Like mumsy gave me everything
And that's the truth
But it's a shame that I never told her the truth
I just didn't want to tell her that I'm turning into dad, shit
Guess I got lucky that I didn't hit the pad, and

All these voices in my head, I cannot understand
I wanna be on another planet, another land
Where I can start it all over and be a better man
Shit, I think I'm dreaming again, I need another plan
Like bitches, yeah they come, bitches yeah they go
G, I got money in my head, money in my dome
While I was running from the fed, running from the po'
Never needed nobodies help, I done this on my own

I've been trying not to go up the deep end (shit)
Got to be honest I'm dealing with some stress
Like
'Cause I got family round me, but I just feel a mess
Shit
I think I need medication to give my life a test
And give my soul elevation towards a brighter best
Now I'm fucking dreaming again
I can see blue skies and I'm breathing again, shit
Missed calls let me reason with them

Fuck it, I'ma call French I wanna leave this again, like
That story is of a fiend, they get lost in that crack smoke
Lost in that dream
Came back next day looking for the P
Then get loopy like psycho until their body leaves, like

Real like that
That's why I never took a pill like that
'Cause I seen bodies getting killed like that
My own brother nearly killed like that, shit
It's real like that
That's why I never took a pill like that
'Cause I seen brothers getting killed like that
My own brother nearly killed like that, French

I've been trying not to go up the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go up the deep end