Arteries

(Damn, son! Where'd you find this?)

Hmm, hmm
Uh-oh! Uh-oh (Xtravulous)
Oh, woah, yeah, yeah (Pilgrim)

Tell me, why is my heart beating?
You can look at me but you do not see me
Bleeding, so why am i conceited?
Cannot stitch these wounds and i feel so defeated
Deleted from your heart, i'm screaming
"Don't give a fuck," but i'm lying, i need it
I'm pleading, it's not a secret
You can get over, but i'm here stuck underneath it

I don't even know what i don't know
How can i begin when it don't show?
How can i swim when it won't float?
Oh no, and i'm so frustrated
And i hate it, running out of patience
I can't take it, fake it till i make it
And i'm breaking
That's how my fucking day went

Tell me what's on your mind
Can i see it from your side?
Can i see it through your eyes?
I just want to see but i'm so blind

Tell me, why is my heart beating?
You can look at me but you do not see me
Bleeding, so why am i conceited?
Cannot stitch these wounds and i feel so defeated
Deleted from your heart, I'm screaming
"Don't give a fuck," but I'm lying, i need it
I'm pleading, it's not a secret
You can get over, but I'm here stuck underneath it

I don't even know why i'm trying, I'm lying
My head's in the clouds but there's no silver lining
My mind is unwinding and you're undermining
Me
Can i get some room to breathe?
Can i get a spoon to eat?
A loom to weave
Losing me
True to be
Do new to me
A beauty to see but you're neutering me
But don't you ever fucking get it backwards
I am not a rapper
And you are just a hazard - a bad actor
So don't you ever tell me that you miss me
I'm married to the beat and won't divorce until i'm 6 feet
Ya listening? I'm fucking pissed, b
It ain't a mystery, i'm going down in history
Oh, i move so swiftly
I'm cleaner than Listerine
I know you're looking at me while i'm glistening