Be Myself (feat. Dein Astaire)

Now every time I feel the need
To shake the situation
I think about my past mistakes
And future destinations
Designation
See my thoughts been contemplatin'
Mesmerized by all the shame
And wait for light to reign in
How the fuck you want myself
If I can't be myself
How the fuck I'm thinkin' this
But never needed help
How the fuck you want myself
And I can't be myself
How the fuck I'm thinkin' this
And never needed help

Might just be immortal
When a nigga spit open portals
Take it to the war zone
Little bit aggressive on the mic
But I'm more so keepin' it real to the T
But I'm cordial
Want to kick it like a hacky sack
Got a story so I had to rap
24 hours in a day
Workin' on a dream half of that
Thorough nigga
Even if I got to sit in this chair for hours
I'm a come up with some of that heat
Make nigga face look like he had somethin' sour
Kill a rapper have him pushin' up them flowers
Pen to the paper superpowers
Suppose to have fun with this shit
But I take it serious cause I got no dollars
I don't be on IG
I ain't takin' no pics
When I got that cheese
Honeys on me like grits
Now I got no whip
Hell of dirt on my kicks
On my way to the majors
Y'all niggas spit with no flavor
I ain't never foldin'
Might go back to the old me
I ain't livin' cozy
Finna go from the minors to the pro league
You don't know Hip Hop if you don't know me
Real ones goin' feel this
Tears over these snare drums
Look the devil in the fuckin' eyes
Let him know I ain't scared of him

Now every time I feel the need
To shake the situation
I think about my past mistakes
And future destinations
Designation
See my thoughts been contemplatin'
Mesmerized by all the shame
And wait for light to reign in
How the fuck you want myself
If I can't be myself
How the fuck I'm thinkin' this
But never needed help
How the fuck you want myself
And I can't be myself
How the fuck I'm thinkin' this
And never needed help

It was needed to go through the shit to build it up
Ain't nobody tryin' to lose it when it's buildin' up
Only company I keep I know what's round the table
Only thing I needed more
Was puttin' pressure on my back
And pushin' more up out the way
To make it clearer then a window
The way I choose to move
I know I'm floatin' on a missile
The pace I choose to use
I'll never lose it in the end though
The taste I had to set
Was that D'Usse or that Henndo
Arsenal been buildin'
You just got what I permit though
Who am I to judge
I been targeted since little
Harvestin' each annual
I grew up out the simple
Moved on to the better
But the bitter kept me cripple
Back up on my bullshit
I got more than what you hit for
Enterprise amazin'
We just line up let it rip though
Organized the mission
For the waves and the ripples
Organized the mission
For the waves and the ripples

How the fuck you want myself
If I can't be myself
How the fuck I'm thinkin' this
But never needed help
How the fuck you want myself
And I can't be myself
How the fuck I'm thinkin' this
And never needed help