Greener Grass

I used to be a heartbreaker
Used to be so unsatisfied
Used to be a soul chaser
Until the grass was greener on the other side
But sometimes, the grass ain't always what's greener
And sometimes, it's what you had that was realer
Realer than what's on the other side
Where pride will take you's often full of lies

I've been a slave to a rhythm engraved in my vision
Distorting my way of thinking that became my ambition, yet remained my division
Dissatisfaction often framed my revisions
But what I want doesn't exist, it's insane how I'm living
I got some nerve talking 'bout what I deserve
When I'm submitted to a grace from a word plot that says I don't deserve squat
Yet I need my woman educated and her curves hot
Until I find that "grass that's greener", best believe that girl's dropped
Yo, am I narcissist
Or am I paralyzed by fear to put my heart at risk
Or do I follow worldly standards, does it start with this
Instead of follow God for answers? I'm apart from him
Suppose Christ died on the cross, just to save my life
Then got turned off by my flaws, then he changed his mind
Or saw me dying of hunger and thirst, he handled my order
Then I threw away the loaves and threw the fish back in the water
Yeah, gotta love how some church women talk about
How much they want a man who loves the Lord
And then they get real mad when he walks around
Instead of driving cars he can't afford
Or pushes an "Accord", for sure men do it too
Swear they want good woman through and through, they're clueless too
Find someone new to screw, freaky when she came 'round
When you could've had that with the girl who stayed down

I used to be a heartbreaker
Used to be so unsatisfied
Used to be a soul chaser
Until the grass was greener on the other side
But sometimes, the grass ain't always what's greener
And sometimes, it's what you had that was realer
Realer than what's on the other side
Where pride will take you's often full of lies

I used to be a heartbreaker
Used to be so unsatisfied
Used to be a soul chaser
Until the grass was greener on the other side
But sometimes, the grass ain't always what's greener
And sometimes, it's what you had that was realer
Realer than what's on the other side
Where pride will take you's often full of lies