My Room

I was looking at the clouds
I'm realizing it now
I'm trapped in the sounds
Cop the weed, get a pound
My grannies in the ground
It's looking bad for me, how
I struggle, and struggle
But yet my face is proud

Uh, running
Nowhere to go I'm looking down
Turn my life around, my nigga
Only worth it
When I make my momma proud
So for now I'll take a step back
Figure shit out
Figured I'd take my chances
These nigga don't understand it
They panic because

I'ma air breathing nigga
Done pulled up with reefer
I hallelujah to Jesus
Keeping it real with the people

I keep my mind open
Who watching
No stopping
Either get the check or die
I'm goin out like Serena, swigging

You blow my mind
I gotta get high just to meet your standards
Hold on, that one don't feel right
Run me back
Yeah we winning like we wearing fifteen
Y'all forgot one of us is only fifteen
Yeah we carry our dreams
No stopping
Flying higher than the rockets
Cause we can win the chip
Probably go to the Grammys
With my family, and we killing it
Like I said, I'm finally off my meds
The writers block is gone again
You can get October damn

It's never over, damn
I still move in no direction or plan
But I'm glow walking
My soul was left in my room
Hard to understand

I drown the shrewd
I'm down but cool
I'm looking for the time I spent
It's true for you
Like wow nigga, really
Like wow nigga, uh

I'ma air breathing nigga
Done pulled up with reefer
I hallelujah to Jesus
Keeping it real with the people

I keep my mind open
Who watching
No stopping
Either get the check or die
I'm goin out like Serena, swigging

My girl say the spliff
Take the soul from me, uh
It's nothing new to me
Drinking daily
Just to see you're face with me

My momma say my emotion gone
My head heavy, yea
But my legs ready
Run it, before they gun it
They love it when you at the bottom
But I prosper nigga it's nothing
Put my faith in
What I'm laced with
We trust in

So it's, fuck you
With the Jesus ring in the middle, my nigga
Voice in my head, but whatever
I'm breaking necks and records
Restless I'm tryna maintain
Keep doing the same thing
Never uphill where I stay
So it's gun play or runaway
Don't chase me
Practice, common reactions
Talking forever I'm skipping bases
I brought home runs to theses cases
Waiting, everyday
Just living in the moment till it's complicated
Never complacent
Grant line rank outa placements

I want all of you, all of you
I would pardon you, pardon you
You would murder me, murder me
Last thing that you would wanna see
When I'm writing these verses
The thought of you keeps me working
Your eyes bring out my purpose
You why I never be working
I hate you texting
Cause I rather see you in person
It might never work out
Cause I'm a horrible person
I feel like you perfect
In this song yeah I meant it
looking into your soul
Keeps me getting cold and old
Yeah god blessed it