Escape

Caught up in all my thoughts
Trying to numb the pain and get away
You gave up but I still fought

Feeling empty, internal drought
Tired of feeling this way
Told me not to fall, but I still caught

Trying to remember the last time
I think it was last night
I don't even want to know
I thought I told you so

Yeah now I'm having withdrawals
So many phrases that I can't recall
Remember all the shit I saw
Loved you and all of your flaws

It all took a toll on me
Looking back on the memories
We were so happy
Couldn't see that you trapped me

Now I'm writing you a song
Haven't seen you in so long
Now I'm so far from gone
All of this has got to be wrong

I don't even know where to start
I don't even know where to end
I gave you all of my heart
Then you went and fucked my friend

Thought I was over you
Oh no here we go again
Endless nights and countless hours
Just trying to be more than friends again

I just want to be
Everything that you wanted me to
And I hate having to see
You with another dude

Saying things to him
That you once said to me
The real question on my mind is
Do you think it's meant to be

I hate this feeling
And I've been trying to hide it
I cannot escape it
No matter how hard I'm trying

How many nights when we talked
Were you lying
Our spark has been lost
And I've been trying to find it

Gave you all I had
Still don't give a damn about me
Wasn't part of the plan
Seems like you're doing fine without me

Guess we moved too fast
Left me on my own and lonely
I'm not your man
But I wish you were still here to hold me

I hate this feeling
And I've been trying to hide it
I cannot escape it
No matter how hard I'm trying

How many nights when we talked
Were you lying
Our spark has been lost
And I've been trying to find it



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Writer(s): Nordgren Erik
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