Kid Therapy

Last night, I smoked a cig to prove I'm not a kid
I woke up tired, not knowing what I did
I feel stuck and out of control
Don't know what to do or where to go

I get so tired of looking at you
Wishing, wishing I was that too
You keep calling, calling me out
But will I listen? I doubt

I'm in kid therapy for a reason
They told me it was just a season
Held my hand to keep from living
Held my tongue and kept on breathing

Today, I'll let it go, let go of what I did
I tried so hard, but I'm just a kid
Holding on to all that I've got
Letting go of all that I'm not

I'm in kid therapy for a reason
They told me it was just a season
Can't control the cards they're dealing
All you know is what you're feeling

You knew that one day I'd wanna go back
Who knew that one day I'd have a good laugh

I'm in kid therapy for a reason
They told me it was just a season
Held my hand to keep from living
Held my tongue and kept on breathing