New Tissue

When loneliness impregnates
The vacancy it burns
Which thusly gives permission
To vex my blameless world

Can no one hear my tears; they soak you
Can no one hear howl for sunshine

This suffering's historic
Lest you left him first
He's thinking of another
But it's you that's worst

I'd stitch my eyes closed for his adoration
My loyalty is taught and seamless

A little blind i had been
Dying to give more love
Your silent shy condition's
Not fair to anyone
I really need to sing this out of me
Your loyalty is frayed and in despair

And did you know it?
-I didn't know it!
And did you feel it??
-I never felt it!
Thats because he kept it all inside him.
Then he fucking blamed it on my V(agina)

And then he blamed it
He really blamed it
On my v oh oh oh oh ohhhh
I can't believe it!
no can't believe it
on my v
On my v
He fucking blamed it
He fucking blamed it
on my v.
On my v
Ah woooo

I'm tired
And i can't remember when the last time was i slept
I sleep
And i can't recall we're not together anymore
I wake
And i retain the feeling you repulse me ever more
And yet
I can't believe i felt just fine when you never showed
Your truth and all the love you gave was lies

Finessing for the future
i'm on the good and up
Itinerant and happy
Back to where i left off

My infrastructure is looking positive
I'm feeling very good and possible

False happiness within me
formed a ball and calcified
I can't feel it rolling
Can't feel the things inside

My stomach cries for warmth and remedy
I've swallowed vapid lumps of apathy
I've practiced nothing more than honesty
For snacks you like to chew on sympathy
I like the calm and quiet vacancy