Last Goodnight

All four corners of this empty room
And each one holds a memory of you
The smells and silence they're all that's left
The reason and time are what I don't get
When the dust settled here
All that's left is a note
Smeared dry ink and a bottle to choke
Each letter seemed to drop off the page
Confusion and delusion with a side of rage

This pain it's nothing that I haven't felt before
I'm used to watching you walking out that door
You'll see my face always numb from your heart
When you come running back for another start

Replace my apathy with
Everything I can't find here
I've had such a hard time
So why should I care
Think about me when you're leaving
See my face when you close your eyes
I won't be your last goodbye
You won't be my last goodnight

The pains they start right in my spine
And all of it will heal just past the time
My hands still shake when I think of you
Wondering how this all came unglued
There will be a time when it all makes sense
And I cannot wait until my soul will rinse
But the times not now and I can't see straight
Because everyone lies when they say to trust fate

This pain it's nothing that I haven't felt before
I'm used to watching you walking out that door
You'll see my face always numb from your heart
When you come running back for another start

Replace my apathy with
Everything I can't find here
I've had such a hard time
So why should I care
Think about me when you're leaving
See my face when you close your eyes
I won't be your last goodbye
You won't be my last goodnight

My soul my heart I feel
I hate everything

I won't be your last goodbye
I hate everything
You won't be my last goodnight

I won't be your last goodbye
I hate everything
You won't be my last goodnight