Broken

These the Words from an abused girl
All caught up In a confused world
Always steady covered in bruises and blood
But can't seem to escape the Allure
Listen "Look nigga, we started out in love
You once treated me like I was the only one involved nigga
That was back when my body, you cherished
Before you turned my body into a sparring session
You said I was your queen, What a Chess move
Cause I am just a pawn to your king nigga
I'm just a door for your kicks nigga
I'm just a wall for your fists nigga
My face was the image for your pain
So I guess you had to keep breaking it for your escape
My body, the logo for your woes
The bruises on my body are catharsis for your soul

And I shoulda known
Before you broke my nose
Before my black eyes
Before my broken bones
And I shoulda known
Before you broke my nose
Before my black eyes
Before my broken soul

All I ever wanted, was that Chanel bag
Funny how you made me, your punching bag
All I ever wanted, was to be your peace
Funny how you made me, therapy for your fist
Funny that I showered with you love
But You really washed off your sins with my blood
Instead of, taking me on a vacation
Your punches went Left, right, like a game on play station
And I really do not want to stay
And I really should go to a better place
And, I really tried but I can't runaway
Keep hitting, I'm addicted to the pain
And I really do not want to stay
And I really should go to a better place
And I really tried, but I can't runaway
Keep hitting, I'm addicted to the pain

And I shoulda known
Before you broke my nose
Before my black eyes
Before my broken bones
And I shoulda known
Before you broke my nose
Before my black eyes
Before my broken soul
Hydra