It's Not Just My Life
I've been keeping secrets from myself
Drowning all my sorrows out
I was dreaming every single night
Sometimes the nightmares became too real
As time went by my soul lost strength
And at my expense I lost defense
My gift, my curse, charismatic addiction
My best, my worst, my all tried to fix it
But you know I was lying when I said
That I don't need help
I should've known I was dying when
The music wouldn't leave my mouth
And it kept me warm
'Cus I didn't want to deal with the cold outside
But I was just so numb
And I didn't want to take the time to realize
It's not just my life
Yeah, not my life
The depression seemed incurable
And so I dug this hole, hid from my world
My soul couldn't take the pain
So I sold it to be numb again
Tried to replace the human race
I wish I could take it back
I've made mistakes, caused so much pain
For the people in my life
Oh you know I was lying when I said
That I don't need help
I should've known I was dying when
The music wouldn't leave my mouth
And it kept me warm
'Cus I didn't want to deal with the cold outside
But I was just so numb
And I didn't want to take the time to realize
It's not just my life
Yeah, not my life
Drowning all my sorrows out
I was dreaming every single night
Sometimes the nightmares became too real
As time went by my soul lost strength
And at my expense I lost defense
My gift, my curse, charismatic addiction
My best, my worst, my all tried to fix it
But you know I was lying when I said
That I don't need help
I should've known I was dying when
The music wouldn't leave my mouth
And it kept me warm
'Cus I didn't want to deal with the cold outside
But I was just so numb
And I didn't want to take the time to realize
It's not just my life
Yeah, not my life
The depression seemed incurable
And so I dug this hole, hid from my world
My soul couldn't take the pain
So I sold it to be numb again
Tried to replace the human race
I wish I could take it back
I've made mistakes, caused so much pain
For the people in my life
Oh you know I was lying when I said
That I don't need help
I should've known I was dying when
The music wouldn't leave my mouth
And it kept me warm
'Cus I didn't want to deal with the cold outside
But I was just so numb
And I didn't want to take the time to realize
It's not just my life
Yeah, not my life
Credits
Writer(s): Jonathon O'neill
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