Loner

Would you believe me if i said i've been lonely my whole life
Do you know how many tears i shed every night
Take away the tears i miss the dirty sprite
I saw my bro get shot i know his future was bright
Pain in my heart i feel like i got stabbed with a knife
Blood on the floor i can see above the light
And no one there to tell me everything would be alright

I'm popping all these pills really hope that i die
Twenty years old and i still haven't smiled
Alone and heartbroken looking at me cry
You never know when its ya fucking time
I'm laying in the grass and i see angels in the sky
Can still the shadows in my room when I'm high
RIP to Juice i know the pain that u was feeling
I'll be with u soon i can already touch the ceiling

I can already touch the ceiling
I been fighting some really dark demons
I tried to stay loyal but my heart still bleeding, yea
Finding a way to survive why am i still pleading

Would you believe me if i said i've been lonely my whole life
Do you know how many tears i shed every night
Take out the tears i miss the dirty sprite
I saw my bro get shot i know his future was bright
Pain in my heart i feel like i got stabbed with a knife
Blood on the floor i can see above the light
And no one there to tell me everything would be alright

I try and smoke to take the pain away
Smoke in my lungs my heart turning grey
It feels like all the hours are getting shorter in the day
And i cant believe a fucking word that u say
You said you love me
Why you lied
Why you made me cry
Whyd u make me lose my conscious in my life
Yea, i can tell by ya eyes
I don't like ya vibe
You want me to die
You want me in the sky

I don't need ur company
I already know what u fucking want from me
You feel like king von u been on a killing spree
And I'm gonna be alone until the day i die rest in peace

Would you believe me if i said i've been lonely my whole life
Do you know how many tears i shed every night
Take out the tears i miss the dirty sprite
I saw my bro get shot i know his future was bright
Pain in my heart i feel like i got stabbed with a knife
Blood on the floor i can see above the light
And no one there to tell me everything would be alright