Lover Scars

Yea
To tell the truth guess I just ain't shit
I left my queen because my brains sick
No one else there for real but my main chick
Ain't it's crazy how my hearts so vacant
Cause her heart I'm breaking
See this got me shaking
Mentally frustrating
On one hand I'm aching
On The other hand i know that time needs to be taken
For me to come up out this dark place and awaken
Cause i need to heal my soul or else I will not be whole
Shouldn't have to pay the toll can't give you half love to hold
Know that my actions were bold, risked losing control
Love is worth way more than gold but our love i condole
Cause I'm dealing with so many vices
Ask one of my home girls what her advice is
Then we ended up fucking don't know why i'm like this
Never could get down with love always chose to be trifling
Why

Maybe its too hard for me lately
I've been leaving love scars with these ladies
Knew i had a cold heart but its crazy
Now they hate me
It starts faze me
Maybe its too hard for me baby
I've been leaving love all for some pussy
I've been leaving love scars now they hate me
Starts too faze me
More than it would be

Can't lie, can't lie
I'm ashamed of the pain I provide
Like I have no sympathy
Shedding tears from your eyes
All because I want to slide
Live in lies, never came to realize
All the reasons I despise love
Never really healed from past blues
True dismiss
Usually just hook up with some new
A true abyss
What do you do when you're in a dark place, dark space
Mental state that makes your heart ache
See I shake and break hearts straight when my heart aches
To be honest I can't say
That its intentional you know i ain't proud if it
Hope I ain't stuck in my ways
Break out of the cement
I ask forever from the Lord daily i repent
It ain't no argument
Hope I don't fall again

Maybe its too hard for me lately
I've been leaving love scars with these ladies
Knew i had a cold heart but its crazy
Now they hate me
It starts faze me
Maybe its too hard for me baby
I've been leaving love all for some pussy
I've been leaving love scars now they hate me
Starts too faze me
More than it would be

Say you want nothing to do with me
I understand it
I did the damage
Guess it's outlandish
To think me and you could truly be friend
It was me who hurt you in the end
Left too much love scars for you to pretend
You'd be stupid to trust a man
Who fucked up his second chance
Damn
I get that
You don't wanna fuck with me, you know
And it not that i
Its not that i'm asking forgiveness or anything
Its not like i'm tryna get you back it just
Speaking whats real, you know
Its like

Maybe its too hard for me lately
I've been leaving love scars with these ladies
Knew i had a cold heart but its crazy
Now they hate me
It starts faze me
Maybe its too hard for me baby
I've been leaving love all for some pussy
I've been leaving love scars now they hate me
Starts too faze me
More than it would be
Damn
Jc Makkai
Love scars
True story