Better

Its been a rough couple years
Shed a couple of tears
Haven't talked to many friends
Not even sat and shared a beer
Is it what I fear
I struggle with lapse of anxiety
Focused on sobriety
Today we find a brighter me
A moment of clarity only spit with sincerity
Prepping me for glory with an axe a cherry tree
Im barely breathing I'm heaving up in the summertime
Im waiting for your call so baby drop another line
I know its quarantine computer living other lives
Trapped up in my room I never meant to make my mother cry
This isn't right but I'm putting up with the best of it
Don't ever try follow me that is your will and testament
Your body dope I highly suggest you invest in it
Not recklessly abandon it now put your fucking chest in it
Im highly confused with this life that I'm given
The only choice I ever had was to reside with the rhythm

Try to do better
Try to do better
Try to do better
Try
Be better
Try to be better
Try to do better

I'm seeking light within the strangest of places
People are strange when you're a stranger to faces
Cruel and wicked is the norm I've had enough of it
Voices in my head while death is creeping off my bucket list
Life is such a wonder so I wonder what the purpose is
And why does everybody hate beneath the surfaces
I've got a nervous twitch you better watch my six
Assassination of a rapper it's just politics
Apathy is a bitch and she's forever stuck in labor
Hard to speak to god with everybody asking favors
I wish you hear me well and hope I do inspire you
Livings for the strong and weak are just expired food
Man I'm tired too it's always my excuse
I wanna walk 1000 miles so I tie my shoes
I wanna elevate, levitate and kiss the sky
And if you're looking for the answer well then this is why

Try to do better
Try to do better
Try to do better
Try
Be better
Try to be better
Try to do better