The Balance

Life smacked me 'round and it smacked me good
Smacked me 'round 'til I understood
That I'm just half, half, half
It ain't about getting clicks and views
'Cause you ain't no one if no one's missing you
When it's time to hit the sack, sack, sack
Killed the set - who gives a fuck
It's just another way to interrupt
My mind and it's lonely track, track, track
Nothing sacred and true as you
Ooooohhh

Jesus Christ, I'm almost twenty-nine
Thirty's coming in the blink of an eye
No time to waste, waste, waste
First dates on half my nights
Hoping I land something half as right
As her to help the ache, ache, ache
Cancel on my brother, bail on the guys
The same ones who talked me out of suicide
Last year when I tried, tried, tried
Guess my "thanks" and I were fake
Oooooh

Now all my fears are valid
And I'm hanging in the balance. Oh oooh oh
This is what happens when you sell it
All to feel a little valid. Oh oooh oh
From people you don't even cherish
It's got me hanging in the balance
Oh oooh oh. Oooh oooohhhhh. Oohh

They had visiting hour twice a day
At the Cypress Center where I was locked away
Last May to save my life, life, life
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Had a schizophrenic roommate
No one came to see him the whole time of my stay
But I had like five people visit twice
These are the loved ones I'm cool to flake
On for the sake of a Tinder date
Guess I never got it right, right, right
That love comes first, this tire's gonna burst
Ooooh

Now all my fears are valid
And I'm hanging in the balance. Oh oooh oh
This is what happens when you sell it
All to feel a little valid. Oh oooh oh
From people you don't even cherish
It's got me hanging in the balance
Oh oooh oh. Oooh oooohhhhh.Now all my fears are valid
And I'm hanging in the balance. Oh oooh oh
This is what happens when you sell it
All to feel a little valid. Oh oooh oh
From people you don't even cherish
It's got me hanging in the balance
Oh oooh oh. Oooooh ooooooooohhhhhhhhh