Am I True

Am I true if I hide what I feel for your sake
Don't talk, my thoughts run so freely
So please hear me out for now
It took me an hour to read what you wrote to my heart
And deep from far ago and weeping my eyes turned away

To my love, an unfinished fight, and myself
I quote the dreams I had and left again
In fear I would stay under your spell

To live
I began to wonder what I'd missed, where are you
To cry
I couldn't find the tears I needed, could you?
To live, it's not enough to keep myself away from fear
To live, it's not enough to know the cradles of your mind

The evening, and something outside to kill me
So I guess the laughter of your smile will comfort me in the end

The change
I found to know what's real or dreamt, what are you?
Apart from that
I wonder if you really are a dream, well are you?
To live
It's not enough to keep myself alive from you
To live
It's not enough at all to try not to die

So I guess the laughter of your smile will nourish me in the end