Pondering

I've been pondering the different ways of making my life
To be everything I want it to be, despite
Difficulties, issues for me, bad memories of a time
Where I wanted nothing more then to just say goodbye
But now it's good, focused on my career
The sound of hard work is like music to my ear
That's why when you play my songs, hard work is all you hear
I know what I want, I can see my visions clear
I never rest, I try my best to make my songs blessed
Sometimes I've got some stuff to get up off my chest
And for anything that i wanna say, music is the way
Wouldn't be in the same place without the songs that I make
Going on long walks, out at night wandering
Thinking of my future, on a bench pondering
Hoping that my stuff is gonna make people wanna sing
Honestly, I'm motivated, my life's looking promising
Chilling in my room, writing music all night
Rarely ever is it that I have nothing to write
But sometimes, there's nothing, writer's block, right
Getting out of that, it can feel like a fight
But as long as you make it, that's what life's about
The greatest said don't count the days, make the days count
But don't discredit the ones on the couch
You can't be working everyday, you need a break to chill out
And when you're sitting there, you really feel drained
There's a million thoughts just running out your brain
But not a single one is on the thing you wanna focus on
But don't stress, those thoughts will come again
And when they do come back, you're gonna feel on fire
Nothing can stop you from achieving your desire
And then the thoughts go round and round, just like a tyre
And you make your greatest work, and there's people you inspire

I'm pondering
I'm pondering
Thinking on my life, 4 in the morning
I'm pondering