nightmares

I was awake past 25
Fightin' a war with myself
Keepin' the lies on the shelf
Can't see them, out of reach
Without them I can't see
The point on the map
The feelings that are trapped
The thoughts that aren't mapped
(Mapped)

No weapons without words
No loss without hurt
Crying alone cus I wasn't there in your worst

Nightmares, nightmares
Nightmares oh
Nightmares, nightmares
In your worst nightmares

Nightmares, nightmares
Nightmares oh
Nightmares, nightmares
In your worst nightmares

Do your words mean anything?
How do I wake up when I feel like I've been awake?
(I've been awake)
I've been asleep
I've been asleep
Driftin' in my sleep I can't breathe
Can't breathe
(Dream)

These shots of dopamine
Undermine me drifting in my sleep
It's like I lost the key the greed to see
What my life could be, call me naive
But that's just how things will be

All these words I use are fake
In my head they don't make or shake
Sense into my brain
Into my brain
Into my brain

I use words but don't understand the scope
I scope but can't see past the lies
The fog's clearing inside
That's a lie
That's a lie
How do I fuckin' fly?

I wanna be free of these chains in my head
Feelings that I wish I could forget
Truth will set you free
That's what they tell me
Starin' at the ceiling believing in something deceiving
I can't breathe
Why is everything?
Why is everything?

I'm sorry i know I should've called back
I was offtrack
I'm feeling lost and no one's got my back
It's pretty sad
I don't know what I want
I don't know what to do
I think I'm aware
But all I feel is blue
When i think of you
When i think of you
I should've been there
I should've been there in your worst

Nightmares, nightmares
Nightmares oh
Nightmares, nightmares
In your worst nightmares

Nightmares, nightmares
Nightmares oh
Nightmares, nightmares
In your worst nightmares