Real Love (feat. Buddhakai)

Well can you tell me what this real love is and honestly what it means to you
And would it quickly disappear if I were mean to you
What if I done it but something I didn't mean to do
What does I'm sorry for being an addict mean to you
See I didn't wanna get high again but I needed to
So many voices in my head and they were screaming too loud
Where I would rather be dead and bleeding blue blood from a shot in the head, miserable
Especially after facing my dad seeing what he would do
Loving me through years of addiction and yeah he seen me through it
Late at night he would pick me up from a crack house
Coz he would rather have me home with a half an ounce
Than out there all alone knowing I'd have to bounce
If I didn't have a small amount of meth I started blacking out
And yeah he should've kicked me out
He should've told me that
You're disappointing ain't no point for him to hold me back
What kind of son was I
The type of son where any father would be justified wishing his oldest son would die
He did none of that and as a matter of fact dad's probably one of the biggest reasons I'm done with that

Real Love real love
What's real love ya
Can someone tell me what real love is
I've heard it written and sung in so many songs
I've seen it in movies read it in books
What part of it was wrong
Real Love real love
What's real love ya
Can someone tell me what real love is
I've heard it written and sung in so many songs
I've seen it in movies read it in books
What part of it was wrong

Real love real love
Can someone tell me what real love is

My momma told me I gotta better myself
But the more that I tried to do it would never be good enough
We always argued, fought about what is Love
And a ton of crazy ideas she'd wanna write in a book
Nobody pushed me as hard as my momma did
But there were times where she would push me where I didn't wanna live
Wanted to die either that or get high but so high where it didn't matter if I would've stayed alive
And after that she would push some more
I guess I thought that maybe momma pushed a little hard
But even after pushing back and me slamming doors
There wasn't even the option of momma giving up
I really miss you ma

I know I've thanked you for everything that you've done
But I don't think I've ever thanked you enough and now you're gone
But every battle you fought with your oldest son
Is the reason why I'm so damn tough
So what is love love love

Real Love real love
What's real love ya
Can someone tell me what real love is
I've heard it written and sung in so many songs
I've seen it in movies read it in books
What part of it was wrong

Real Love real love
What's real love ya
Can someone tell me what real love is
I've heard it written and sung in so many songs
I've seen it in movies read it in books
What part of it was wrong
Real Love real love
What's real love ya
Can someone tell me what real love is
I've heard it written and sung in so many songs
I've seen it in movies read it in books
What part of it was wrong

Real Love real love



Credits
Writer(s): Bernard Quisumbing
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