Broken Too

I keep on lying to myself cuz I can't face the truth
But lying just gets harder when they have all the proof
They call me a victim of my own self-abuse
But how could the abuser be the one being abused?
Just like my Honda from 2006
It keeps on running but it badly needs a fix
The check engine light on is a constant reminder
Of the fact I'm broken too

So paint a picture of this sad place to be
We are sitting in a bar, and it is New Years Eve
I look around, but nobody else I see
I thought I would be happy that it's finally You and Me
I stare at my reflection as I stare into the glass
I keep on promising myself that this will be my last
The last-call light on is a constant reminder
Of the fact I'm broke in two

Why am I sitting here feeling so alone
In this town that I used to call my own
Seems like ever since I moved away
Every time that I come back it just brings back the pain
Just like my Honda from 2006
I think I'll keep on running but I'm not quite sure of it
The check engine light on is a constant reminder
Of the fact I'm broken too

I'm a lost cause, I'm a shipwreck
I am nothing more than
Than a lost boy, with a broken heart
Washing up on your shore
When will I learn to move on
Cuz I'm here, and you're gone
I need a way to push through
Cuz I'm broken, I'm broken too