Sheltered Freestyle

It's almost 6pm im drinking budweiser
Reflecting on my past
Could say I grown wiser
One year away from twenty
I still feel like a younger
Although im older now
Least I know I dont wanna bum her
Was never really into that
Was always way more into mr's
Didnt grow up with my brothers
But at least I had my sisters
Been bumping hayley and riri since day 1
Took a while to know myself
But when I found out
Couldnt bring myself to tell my mum
Buried a smile deep in my pocket
Jokes aside I needed someone
To ease the mind and help stop it
Left my stomach churning for hours on end
At the end of the day
Im here because of my friends
Without them I would be dead
Thats a story for tomorrow
Dont wanna spill the beans
Dont wanna talk about my sorrows
Fragile masculinitys a killer
Spent too long hiding from Zorro
Cos my guys a fucking sinner woah
I came out of my cage
In lifes terms, came out like a winner
Very rare, since im classed as a beginner
One day I wanna be on the same level as skinner
And maybe grow a bit thinner
But its calm for now
Focusing on the music
Got an ep for your ears don't even think about muting
Im only getting started it may lead to confusion
How i'm doing fucking class man I cant even believe it
Shit, it's mad
It's just a lot to take in
With all the madness thats occured
Its nice to stop for a min
And have a sip of this gin
To celebrate all my win's
Gordons steering the wheel
Taken my head for a spin
At least now if I crash
I'll go down in style
Aint no need for violins
This is my sheltered freestyle
After minutes of the truth
I hope it leaves you with a smile
Because it's okay to relapse
Every once in a while

It's okay to not like yourself sometimes
It's not okay to make others feel like suicide
It's okay to mess up sometimes
Just know you're loved my dear
You're better off alive

You're beautiful
You're worthy
You're important
You're deserving

Don't ever feel like you're alone
Because I promise there are 7 billion people in the world
For everyone there is always someone out there
Who will love you
Who will listen and will help



Credits
Writer(s): Ewan Devenay
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