Hard to Admit

I've had some struggles it's hard to admit (Yeah yeah)
Dodging relationships hard to commit
All of the pain that was building within (Yeah yeah)
I had to move on cuz' it is what it is
My dreams are so big that they hardly can fit
I dreamed of Bentleys in front of the crib
Hunna' k worth of ice, fifty k on the wrist
So I cannot back down and let failure in

I've had some struggles it's hard to admit (Yeah yeah)
Dodging relationships hard to commit
All of the pain that was building within (Yeah yeah)
I had to move on cuz it is what it is
My dreams are so big that they hardly can fit
I dreamed of Bentleys in front of the crib
100k Worth of ice, 50k on the wrist
So I cannot back down and let failure in

No time for bitching got goals to achieve
Some people lied I was feeling deceived
I realized it's what you perceive
You can either be weak or you can proceed
I'm brining heat like a hunna' degrees
I goin' all in there was never plan b
The day that I make it I'll sigh a relief
It's just me on the road with my laptop and keys
Felt misunderstood for the way that I think
Putting O.T. and I'm losing my sleep
At the end of the day everybody a sheep
Friends turn to rats when they really want cheese
Wait for the day they'll be asking amends
Don't fall behind cuz' I'm staying ahead
Where do we go when we die at the end
I'm pinching myself so I'm feeling again

You don't know the half of it
All of my heart
All of my pain
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

I've had some struggles it's hard to admit (Yeah yeah)
Dodging relationships hard to commit
All of the pain that was building within (Yeah yeah)
I had to move on cuz it is what it is
My dreams are so big that they hardly can fit
I dreamed of Bentleys in front of the crib
Hunna k worth of ice, fifty k on the wrist
So I cannot back down and let failure in

I've had some struggles it's hard to admit (Yeah yeah)
Dodging relationships hard to commit
All of the pain that was building within (Yeah yeah)
I had to move on cuz it is what it is
My dreams are so big that they hardly can fit
I Dreamed of Bentleys in front of the crib
Hunna k worth of ice, fifty k on the wrist
So I cannot back down and let failure in

I'm workin' hard while they crying and pout
While they put on some Netflix and chill on the couch
If this applies then I'm calling you out
I had to pick myself up from the ground
Every minute I put in this shit gonna' count
I studied the game and I'm breaking it down
You gonna' feel me and hear what I'm bout'
All of this drip on me shit Ima' drown
If anyone doubting me they gonna see
The day that I'm coppin' a 'Rari no lease
It was 2019 when I started to eat
I never looked back kept my eyes on the dream
Life is a journey and this is my Odyssey
I got my ups and down like an economy
Nobody stopping me
Constantly, striving to build a monopoly
This was the prophecy

You don't know the half of it
All of my heart
All of my pain
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

I've had some struggles it's hard to admit (Yeah yeah)
Dodging relationships hard to commit
All of the pain that was building within (Yeah yeah)
I had to move on cuz it is what it is
My dreams are so big that they hardly can fit
I dreamed of Bentleys in front of the crib
Hunna k worth of ice, fifty k on the wrist
So I cannot back down and let failure in

I've had some struggles it's hard to admit (Yeah yeah)
Dodging relationships hard to commit
All of the pain that was building within (Yeah yeah)
I had to move on cuz it is what it is
My dreams are so big that they hardly can fit
I dreamed of Bentleys in front of the crib
Hunna k worth of ice, fifty k on the wrist
So I cannot back down and let failure in



Credits
Writer(s): Christian Carranza
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