Goodbye (Last Time)

I been tryna hide
But that ain't how I am surviving

I gotta go out
And make sure that I keep on fightin'

I ain't tryna doubt myself i promise I'm tryin'

I stay in my lane so don't you worry how I'm drivin'

I Told 'em I'm fine but I don't know how I survive it

I just took a flight to see where I could my mind in

And I been too high from all of the heights I been found in

Now I think I'm falling like I'm the water in a fountain

Now I love how I'm sounding
But I been wrong
I just wan find out the place I belong
I'm on my knees I been praying alone
Some people I love that got taken back home
I close my eyes and still hope that see em
It's like I got put on a hold on the phone
So many parts of my heart that I knew as kid that got taken as soon as I'd grown
Couldn't have known
I'm on my own
I think that they knew that I really did love 'em but there's so much love that I ain't get to show
Smoke so much dope I be flying above 'em but when I come down I look up the throne
I can't get back what I know has been gone
I wanna tell em all what I been on
I wanna tell em that

I wish there was a way
To say
Goodbye
Cause you couldn't escape
To far
To find
I wish that you could stay
Today
Tonight
I know that you done gone away but you ain't far away from my mind
I wish I could see you for the last time

I just wanna see you one last time

I just want see them for the last time

I fight it in silence
That don't mean that I'm pretending
I'm just tired of crying
I just got a couple angels that I like to confide in
I can't even lie to em I'm tired of grindin'
I just wanna lay down, but I'm still climbing
Even when I'm faced down, I'm still rising
I knew since the playground I would shine like a diamond
But I thought we'd be together just to see the horizons
And there were some troubled times
But there was sunny days
Now all we gotta our memories I locked up in a safe
I hope that they remember me when someone takes my place
But while I'm here I hope they can look down and hear me say

I wish there was a way
To say
Goodbye
Cause you could never fade
To far
To find
I wish that you could stay
Today
Tonight
I know that you done gone away but you ain't far away from my mind
I wish that I could see you for the last time