Alpines

The doctor says im needing Prozac
But i need a night with a little bit of throwback
Everything will be alright i got the nine with the slide back
No denying that i fight back
They say i need these pills but they wrong
Acting like it aint real to feel low
Tell me that its so wrong to get blowed
Without the pharmacy i cant even cope
Know theres uncertainty thats for sure
I keep it moving but im losing hope
You know im never at the end of my rope
And im never gonna sell my soul
Feels like i really need to burn one
Seems like this worlds really on one
All the hatred and the pain already been done
We just waiting for the end with machine guns
Tired of the reruns
Keep the pills we dont need none
Doctors kill like the seasons
And its just begun
I been quarantined for the long run
It dont mean a thing when im lonesome
Walls been feeling like its Folsom
Dont be fucking with my dreams im the wrong one
Swear i need to get it all together
And ill never stop trying to get better
Ive been cursed since an infant
Maby god made a misprint reprint
Im a keep pushing for the long run
Im a keep my foot until its all done
Im just tired of it all coming undone

Tell me why i feel alone
Tell me why its getting harder just to move on
Tell me why i gotta push it just to feel strong
Sittin in the distance counting up all my wrongs
I been going through shit for a long time
Need to change but it must be the wrong time
Taking pills swear i need me a lifeline
Im a turn the music up in my alpines
Im a turn the music up in my alpines
Im a go hard at the bass line
With the windows down so i feel the sunshine
Im a turn the music up in my alpines

Sometimes i just get in these moods i just feel so alone
I just dont know what i need to do sometimes
I needed an outlet from all of that pain
had me so beat down
Emotionally broken and feeling so drained
So what did i do
I kept my feet moving i walked through the rain
But when i got lost i remembered your name
Went thru it all to build strength in vain
And I won't give it up staying focused on change
I done been the bad guy yeah I know
I was never supposed to play that role
I got a heart full of love and it shows
But they still wanna curse my soul
I was stuck on that page had to turn that
No self respect I had to earn that
My insecurities yeah I Never was enough
But I had to get past that and embrace self love
Been waiting for a min now
Steady going in and out
Wonder if they see me now
Now they know I been about
Been up in my feelings now
Leaving when your feeling down
Sorry you couldn't reach me now
Gotta turn the music loud
This is how it's gotta be
I Gotta find a part of me
Something in my artistry
Feeling like an Odyssey
Take me to another level
I could never feel enough
Stayin away from devils
Cause I'm only trying to feel love
And I'm trying to be blessed
And give thanks for the rest
Cause even in my worst
I was praying for the best
Going against the grain
Going harder then the rest
And I'm gonna keep going until I find it
Even though I'm feeling like I'm blinded
Gotta get it right now no rewinding
Cause there will never be a perfect timing

Tell me why i feel alone
Tell me why its getting harder just to move on
Tell me why i gotta push it just to feel strong
Sittin in the distance counting up all my wrongs
I been going through shit for a long time
Need to change but it must be the wrong time
Taking pills swear i need me a lifeline
Im a turn the music up in my alpines
Im a turn the music up in my alpines
Im a go hard at the bass line
With the windows down so i feel the sunshine
Im a turn the music up in my alpines



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Writer(s): Dennis Turner
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