Close to You

You only hit me up when the sun goes down
And you say I'm not enough when I'm around
So tell me now what we're supposed to do
'Cause I can't go without being close to you
I know I get you down when I'm acting up
And I get too stressed out when things get tough
But no matter what season I'm going through
For some reason I still wanna be close to you

Yeah, I've tried, but you know that I can't explain it
And I could lie, but I know that we're a moth and a flame and
We go around and around, always switching the roles
Waiting to see how it goes down, to see how it unfolds
Some days you light me up and make me wanna fly
Other nights I've had enough and you say you wanna die
I break through one wall, but then you're building another
And I can't stand how we're always almost killing each other
But still, there's something that keeps us both running back
Somehow we still keep it together when we're under attack
From the outside, 'cause we won't let them tear us apart
You know that you're the only one I want to tear up my heart 'cause
Despite how far we fall when that high runs out
Anytime you can still call and say you need me now
And then I'm right back in it, take me back to the beginning
And just for a minute it feels like we're winning even though I know (You only)

You only hit me up when the sun goes down
And you say I'm not enough when I'm around
So tell me now what we're supposed to do
'Cause I can't go without being close to you
I know I get you down when I'm acting up
And I get too stressed out when things get tough
But no matter what season I'm going through
For some reason I still wanna be close to you

I see another moment between us dissolving too fast
All the sudden we're opponents yelling through frosted glass
'Cause I can't see you clearly, both our eyes are too blurry
And I love you dearly but we both trip in a hurry
Now we wrapped up in each other like it's cellophane
Just stinging 'till we're both numb like it's Novocain
I hope you know that I ain't proud of leaving you in the rain
But you just like Hank now, a pro at selling me pain
But I love it, 'cause you're my favorite cathartic disaster
And I know you that don't believe in happily ever afters
So we're closing eyes and jumpin' in
Never knowing what's happenin'
And if somewhere we hit the end
We'll prolly just start up again 'cause (You only)

You only hit me up when the sun goes down
And you say I'm not enough when I'm around (I'm around)
So tell me now what we're supposed to do
'Cause I can't go without being close to you
I know I get you down when I'm acting up (Acting up)
And I get too stressed out when things get tough (Get tough)
But no matter what season I'm going through
For some reason I still wanna be close to you

You only hit me up when the sun goes down
And you say I'm not enough when I'm around (I'm around)
So tell me now what we're supposed to do
'Cause I can't go without being close to you
I know I get you down when I'm acting up (Acting up)
And I get too stressed out when things get tough (Get tough)
But no matter what season I'm going through
For some reason I still wanna be close to you