Takes My Breath

I've been stuck inside all day
And I've barely done the very minimum
I'm like ooh ooh
Say it's not true
Uh uh oh
People scare me it's a holiday for me
Everyday is something new
I don't know what to expect
Sometimes it takes me a while to say
If I'm feeling ok or I'm feeling real down
Showing my frown is a nervous breakdown
I've been thinking too much
Every time time I shut my eyes god it doesn't stop
All the walls were coming down now they're back
Heart strings out of tune
What do I do
Pretend everything's cool
Everything is cool yeah
Everything is cool

And it takes my breath away
I'm trying to say, fall away
And I've been called a million things
But I'll be gone one of these days

I've been tryna make it through the solitude
And lately feeling anxious is my favorite attitude
I like to think that I'm outgoing
Think that I'm alluring
In reality
I'm just a nobody yeah
And every sin the world believes in
Got me asking if it's worth it
But I think I found my purpose
The futures so uncertain
But I didn't really know what I wanted from the get go
So I told

Everybody that I knew that I let go
That I didn't see a role
I don't see a way to grow
Every door
Every avenue closed
Oh no

Some would say I've been like this since I was inside of the womb
I can't be faulted for the things I didn't know wasn't told

And it takes my breath away (Takes my breath away)
I'm trying to say, fall away (I don't need you by my side)
And I've been called a million things
But I'll be gone one of these days (I don't know if I'll be back so don't be so sad now)
And it takes my breath away
I'm trying to say, fall away
And I've been called a million things
But I'll be gone one of these days