Until the Sun Comes

Until the sun the comes out
I'll sit here in the dark
I take my broken heart
And try to smile but it's so hard
Because we left each others arms
And I've fallen into harms way
My arms ache
I'm trynna hold myself together from this heart break
How long's it take
For the pain to go away
Man it stays like every day
It's like the stain that's on my shirt
From the bleeding that still hurts
I'm like a beacon that's been cursed
You think i'm shining, but i can't search
I lost my self purpose
So to me i'm worthless
Yeah i made banks but
Nothing i want to purchase

Girl i want you back
Never wanted anybody else like that
So can we bounce back
Back into my arms
Back into my life
And back onto the track
That we got lost on
Never really wanted you to go when i pushed you away
I wanted you to stay
I know that it doesn't make sense
I made a mistake
I was in a bad place
And i know that you're done with me
I'm like that trash in the bottom of your black bag
But this trash here is getting kinda sad now

So can we rewind for a sec
The thought of you gone is getting me vexed
The time together we spent was the best
All the way back before you moved west
I just wish that this shit didn't ever get between us
Wish we could fight off the demons
My chest was your shield
Now it's shattered into a million pieces
You're the only one who knows me the best
So you're the only one who could fix this mess
But i guess that it's bless that you're gone now
Cause i could be dead with the rest and forgot now
Everything i touch it falls apart
And that's hard to accept but i bought down my guard
My life is a bomb count down i'll depart
Blow up my heart and i'm dead like my art