Misunderstood

Lay low it's not all sunshine upon my road
And rainbows touching on the sky

As this brother lives with purpose tryna hurdle all these spirals
Spread that peace and love across the universe and travel miles
To help another lift up try to give them all a smile
Show them hope can really be found when it hurts in the asylum
But its not always what it seems when i do my best what i do
At times the world is on my shoulders ground caved and the sky blew
I just keep it all contained and when y'all judge me you ain't mindful
Cuz you don't know what's in my brain and all the pain behind my kindness
What it took for me to change and all the hardship on arrival
Burns, scars, broken bones, drugs and alcohol survival
Anxiety and depression i felt like dying suicidal
Close and loved ones falling sick, some dead and gone with no revival
I found my true self i had to sacrifice and i know
It looks like i don't feel the stress but life will test and hits us all
Reality is I've been through hell, was used to being miserable
If the best go through the worst we're living proof there is invincible

Lay low it's not all sunshine upon my road
And rainbows touching on the sky but still oh
They don't know my life or walk on my path
And they judge when they don't realize i'm misunderstood

I could post a hundred pictures with a smile on my face
I could travel around the world my Instagram is looking great
I made it all the way to Disl rocked the show up in the Czech
The GetBigFamily, we finally, we doing what we said
Even if you see me laughing, there's a shadow right behind me
That carries all my sorrows cuz tomorrows never promised
You don't know the pain i took just to get myself right here
I had to leave behind everything so that i could beat my fears
I'm living on a budget and the money ain't even mine
My mother's health is fading and my son is doing time
My brothers in depression and my sisters having seizures
My fathers trying to maintain but he's working overseas just
To pay the bills, to have some food, a roof above his head
I know you too go through the struggle it's a puzzle at it's best
Just wipe away your tears cuz everything's a test
I promise you'll get through it, you can do it, i'm living proof right in the flesh

Lay low it's not all sunshine upon my road
And rainbows touching on the sky but still oh
They don't know my life or walk on my path
And they judge when they don't realize i'm misunderstood

Lay low it's not all sunshine upon my road
And rainbows touching on the sky but still oh
They don't know my life or walk on my path
And they judge when they don't realize i'm misunderstood

Yeah
You know
At times people build up an image of you based upon how they think and understand
Though they don't know much about us or many of the things we go through in life
We are often misunderstood
But that's okay
Only god can judge me