Lost in the Sea

A spark of hope flew by and I've missed it
I never knew this part of me existed
I've gone so far without you I can't take it anymore
It's so easy to become a failure

And it's not okay
Chemicals through my brain
Are making me insane
Making me feel no pain

I can't communicate
I think I can't spell my name right
It's more than I can stand
But I'm sure it's all I need now

I know I'll never be free now
I'm lost in the sea now
And I can't find my way back home
The line is getting so thin now
I'm caught in between now
Grasping for air or letting
Go-oh oh, go-oh oh, go-oh oh, go-oh
Or letting
Go-oh oh, go-oh oh, go-oh oh, go-oh
I let you

Go. I'm lower than ever before
Cause I'm trapped in this hole there is nowhere to go
All I see is blurry shadows at the top of the wall
All they do is demand, I got nothing to show

And my "winter" is getting bigger now, it's time for the show
It's been a while since the last time and I really can't move on
Do you think that everything that I am I owe it to you
I wish it wasn't, but it's so true

Now, I'm numb and it's not OK
Chemicals through my brain, make me insane
Cause nothing ever stays the same
And I blame myself for the sins I've made

I can't turn the page, I am out of space
One more night I succumb I can't feel my face
While the world is spinning faster I can't keep up the pace
Ain't nothing I can do to win this race

I know I'll never be free now
I'm lost in the sea now
And I can't find my way back home
The line is getting so thin now
I'm caught in between now
Grasping for air or letting
Go-oh oh, go-oh oh, go-oh oh, go-oh
Or letting
Go-oh oh, go-oh oh, go-oh oh, go-oh
I let you...