Lonely Night
Overthinking, I'm in a ruck
I had panic attack and my thoughts told me kill myself
What if I trip way too hard and don't come back I'm slipping yup
They asking me how I'm doing fine but easily call my bluff
My thoughts are turning squirming murder myself I'm feeling stuck
To see that people happy on the gram while my life is ugg
The pressure of really trying hard to just push and run
The pressure of pleasing people that really don't give a
A lonely night my thoughts have got me thinking too deep
Anxiety be booming I be fighting for peace
Life to short to trip I'll bounce back that's on me
Hoping I can be the things I cant see
Aye
God I need you now I drop down to my knees
Life a bully push me around thinking I'm sweet
Insecure and lonely feeling like I cant breathe
Swimming with the sharks this water be too deep
Momma don't want me round I can barely be involved
Insecurities weighing on me they notice all my flaws
Peep security plotting on me I'm ducking from the law
Paranoia mind playin with me I'm praying to the Lord
Keep me under your wings level me please
Cause these thoughts I deal with make me feel like the devils on me
Short temper I'm tempted to end it when my head overheats
Barely close my eyes don't feel alive I feel dead when I'm sleep
I wish could have better control and ignore all these feelings
They bottled up so another bottle prolongs the sickness
Then followed up by the aftermath of my brash decisions
It's like the cycle is never ending the plot just thickens
My friends would notice when I'm slipping If they paid attention
Instead I learn the most from pain but have to pay admission
Is it depression or a lesson that I might be missing
Or it's inception it's a dream that I ll be forced to live in
A lonely night my thoughts have got me thinking too deep
Anxiety be booming I be fighting for peace
Life to short to trip I'll bounce back that's on me
Hoping I can be the things I cant see
Aye
God I need you now I drop down to my knees
Life a bully push me around thinking I'm sweet
Insecure and lonely feeling like I cant breathe
Swimming with the sharks this water be too deep
Reflection
A deep look within self that causes transformation
A good weapon
A heart check that you get to self check to identify your treasure
You're too messed up so desperate so check it so that you can see the leverage
Peace is all we need
I had panic attack and my thoughts told me kill myself
What if I trip way too hard and don't come back I'm slipping yup
They asking me how I'm doing fine but easily call my bluff
My thoughts are turning squirming murder myself I'm feeling stuck
To see that people happy on the gram while my life is ugg
The pressure of really trying hard to just push and run
The pressure of pleasing people that really don't give a
A lonely night my thoughts have got me thinking too deep
Anxiety be booming I be fighting for peace
Life to short to trip I'll bounce back that's on me
Hoping I can be the things I cant see
Aye
God I need you now I drop down to my knees
Life a bully push me around thinking I'm sweet
Insecure and lonely feeling like I cant breathe
Swimming with the sharks this water be too deep
Momma don't want me round I can barely be involved
Insecurities weighing on me they notice all my flaws
Peep security plotting on me I'm ducking from the law
Paranoia mind playin with me I'm praying to the Lord
Keep me under your wings level me please
Cause these thoughts I deal with make me feel like the devils on me
Short temper I'm tempted to end it when my head overheats
Barely close my eyes don't feel alive I feel dead when I'm sleep
I wish could have better control and ignore all these feelings
They bottled up so another bottle prolongs the sickness
Then followed up by the aftermath of my brash decisions
It's like the cycle is never ending the plot just thickens
My friends would notice when I'm slipping If they paid attention
Instead I learn the most from pain but have to pay admission
Is it depression or a lesson that I might be missing
Or it's inception it's a dream that I ll be forced to live in
A lonely night my thoughts have got me thinking too deep
Anxiety be booming I be fighting for peace
Life to short to trip I'll bounce back that's on me
Hoping I can be the things I cant see
Aye
God I need you now I drop down to my knees
Life a bully push me around thinking I'm sweet
Insecure and lonely feeling like I cant breathe
Swimming with the sharks this water be too deep
Reflection
A deep look within self that causes transformation
A good weapon
A heart check that you get to self check to identify your treasure
You're too messed up so desperate so check it so that you can see the leverage
Peace is all we need
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Writer(s): Kalin Jones
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