Lose Control

Why are the dumbest things I've said
Or the dumbest things I've done
Remembered with a gasp or
And exaggerated hum
Is it my brain that's screaming out
Like the pounding of a drum
Or the demons sinking in
Like they're laughing and it's fun

Maybe there is a demon that's inside
That is swelling always dwelling
Making the choices I decide
Keeping me up at night
The memories of the fight
Are making me think about it twice
Does it remap to the path that's right
Am I reliving the past life
I don't wanna go
I just wanna know
When I do get old
Will my soul lose control

I don't wanna go
I just wanna know
When I do get old
Will my soul lose control

I wanna know
I wanna know
Will my soul
Lose control

I wanna know
I wanna know
Will my soul
Lose control

Boy what are you talking about
You're making some noise
And I cannot make it out
I'm picking apart every word if I'm honest
Nothing you're saying is making a sound
Not even a point was found

I cannot explain
When the plot I'm talking ends in vain
I never explain
But that's the point of walking in to fame
Is that too vain
Yea, but everyone else does the same
Just stay in your lane
Don't say how to live when I'm going insane

I don't wanna go
I just wanna know
When I do get old
Will my soul lose control

I don't wanna go
I just wanna know
When I do get old
Will my soul lose control

I wanna know
I wanna know
Will my soul
Lose control

I wanna know
I wanna know
Will my soul
Lose control

I don't wanna go
I just wanna know
When I do get old
Will my soul lose control

I don't wanna go
I just wanna know
When I do get old
Will my soul lose control

I wanna know
I wanna know
Will my soul
Lose control

I wanna know
I wanna know
Will my soul
Lose control

Will my soul
Lose control
Will my soul lose