Lost

I blame myself for the reason she left
I can't open I'm bottled instead
I bury them they come back from death
They start haunting when I go to bed
They say he comes at three,
But I always seem to miss my chance to speak
She told my pentagram earrings made her scared of me
I told her I got. tatted
She said let me see
It ended with our clothes on the floor of my back of the seats
After that, took her home, that was the last time we'd meet
I was feeling alone, so I wanted company
I stuck to business, she thought she was working for free
I got my quick fix, but still broken I left
I was doing everything to forget about my ex
Drowning my feelings with bottles of Jack
Sleeping with women I don't want in my bed
I had no serotonin left in my head
Suicide thoughts, no biggie no sweat
Took antidepressants to keep me on check
Didn't change the fact I was still feeling dead
Don't mean the way I act, I got low self-esteem
I don't know my worth when I'm not doing my thing
I look at myself in the mirror I don't like what I see
I compare myself to others like "I wish I could be"

Don't love myself
Help me love
Can't fall asleep
Think to much
Stuck in my shell
I'm so numb
Come save me please
Giving up
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my
Don't love myself
Help me love
Can't fall asleep
Think to much
Stuck in my shell
I'm so numb
Come save me please
Giving up
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my

My door is always locked
I hide inside my thoughts
Ignoring all the knocks
I don't know how to talk
I feel like I can't trust
I feel like I'll get judged
I feel I'm not enough
It's getting hard to love
This shit's so stupid
I feel I'ma lose it
I hate my existence
I hate my own music
I'm so self-conscious
My conscious goes through it
Have social anxiety
I'm scared I don't fit in
I hate validation
But hate having no friends
I wish I was kiddin'
My life competition
The sky doesn't hear me
I cry to the ceiling
"I wish I was different"
Instead I'm just distant

Don't love myself
Help me love
Can't fall asleep
Think to much
Stuck in my shell
I'm so numb
Come save me please
Giving up
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my
Don't love myself
Help me love
Can't fall asleep
Think to much
Stuck in my shell
I'm so numb
Come save me please
Giving up
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my head
Lost in my



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Writer(s): Daniel Trejo
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