Reloaded

Yeah
I'm on the way with this
Don't get in the way of this
Had to many pray for this
Had too many
My days been greyer then this
Let me phrase okay in a glimpse
End up paying to play in this shit

I had to give up my ways
I had to change
I guess I was stuck in a phase
I didn't know what the fuck I was doing
Screwing up everything I had in place
Proving to me everything that I did for my life was a fucking mistake
I still didn't break
Even though I thought I was at the end of my road
I still showed em I won't be replaced
The fuck out my face
You wanted all of that to
You didn't want me coming up cause you knew you wouldn't have food
Using me like imma tool
Fuck it though I knew the rules
I gotta give em the horns on the bull
Gotta keep pushin whenever they pull
I got it I promise to work like a mule
I know they been watching my every move
Waiting on me to fall down but I can't though
Why would I need y'all now I don't think so
Go ahead call em all down I'll be thankful
Tell em out loud still thinkin they an angel
Laugh and you smile til someone betray you
Hacking you down it start making you hateful
Turn it around man I know that it's painful
Watch what you do it'll fuckin amaze you

I don't like losing my blood
But I ain't afraid of it
You made the bed you lay in it
No makin amends you stay in it
New cake new friends the way it is
That ain't the way I'm paving it
New age new wave we're facing it
I can't complain I'm makin it
No pain no gain
No comin up out of the bottom ain't no one to blame
You gotta do it for you
If you really want it to change
Ever in need of some proof
Look at how far you've came
Whenever you step in the room
You better know what you bring
Man I'm saying

I been down to my lows
I been down on my ass
Feel like time move slower
When you tryna go fast
On my grind to move forward
I ain't tryna go back
All my life I seen torture
But I ain't ever gon crack
I been down to my lows
I been down on my ass
Feel like time move slower
When you tryna go fast
On my grind to move forward
I ain't tryna go back
All my life I seen torture
But I ain't ever gon crack

I got family doing good
I got family doing bad
I got family in the hood
I got family in a bag
Y'all wonder why I stood
On everything I have
Let's get it understood
No more living in the past
Why you keep lookin at me
Why you keep thinking I'm mad
None of this shit came free
I had to choose my path
I could've been an OD
Grabbed that pen and that pad
Whole lotta sins on me
I had to bring me back