U Hate Me When I'm Sober

I'll tell you exactly why he did it
Children these days are under the same pressure as adults are
Society's constantly pushing them toward perfection
It's the parent's fault really
All these baby boomers grew up with
High expectations of what life should be
And they woke up, middle aged and became unglued
(What do you mean?) It's called transference
The parents never learned how to deal with their own failures
So they passed their unrealistic expectations onto their kids
They put pressure on them to excel in school and relationships
And its too much
(You think Matt feels that way?)
I don't think I-

Yeah, I need some guidance
I can't get no peace of mind and bitch I'm tired
I fight myself to stop the violence
Each time I'm popping, takes me higher
I know she hate me when she sober
Yeah, each time she calling, just come over
Another dose I'm going over
If I overdose I die a loner
Cuz she hate me when we sober
But love me when she high
Yeah, the signals like my cup
We mixing dark and light
Every time

Now I can't sleep at night
No I can't sleep at night, no
Cuz you not by my side
Nah cuz you not by my side, no
I got these demons in my mind
Got these voices in my head, yeah
They'll keep me company tonight
Just for the night, yeah
It's all I know, I gotta get gas then roll
Take another pill eyes closed
Shit like water, how I float on flows
Won't find me near a boat
She not local, she got a type I know
Can I be her type who knows
Every time we text or type it shows
Ask about me, probably say we goals
I just wanna kick it with you, I need that chance
Can I be a part of your plan
Know a nigga fucked up but I'm trying to restart it again
You can have my heart or a Benz
I'm trying take you out a la carte for you and your friends
All of that shit depends
If talking to you like goddamn drug
Then a nigga never plan on being sober again, damn

Cuz we stuck up in our ways
I can't imagine when I'm not faded, lately
But don't push me away
I know you love to be intoxicated, baby
Still stuck up in our ways
I can't imagine when I'm not faded with you
But don't push me away
This love is so intoxicating, baby

Yeah, I need some guidance
I can't get no peace of mind and bitch I'm tired
Its called transference
Yeah, I fight myself to stop the violence
Each time I'm popping, takes me higher
I know she hate me when she sober
Each time she calling, just come over
Another dose I'm going over
If I overdose I die a loner
Cuz she hate me when we sober
But love me when she high
The signals like my cup
We mixing dark and light
Every time, every night

Cuz we stuck up in our ways
I can't imagine when I'm not faded, lately
But don't push me away
I know you love to be intoxicated, baby
Still stuck up in our ways
I can't imagine when I'm not faded with you
But don't push me away
This love is so intoxicating, baby

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Niggas ain't ready for that
Rage, rage, rage, rage!

I might just piss on your grave
I never was taught to behave
I know that my parents ashamed, sorry
Look at the nigga you raised
I'm selling my soul for plays
For niggas who go and trade
I cannot be overtaked
My ex still ain't over me
I'm fucking these bitches off tinder
They swiping and swiping they know I'm a winner
Deading emotions been part of the plan
She said go to hell but we both been sinners
I'm rocking this choker like emo
And stealing her soul like Shang Tsung (Come over here)
I'm balling like niggas in chemo
You hear the name and you best run
Murakami in the section
Turn Paradox to a pedestrian
Booking bitches in the west end
I'm bringing my girl and her best friend
He used to be scared of rejection (Yeah I was)
Nigga would hate his reflection (Yeah I did)
So I had to kill off this weak shit
That supernatural selection
Hollup, I got it (You got it)
This a formal introduction
Some rappers blue facing they beats
I'm beating the fuck out my own production
I need the royalty splits
Some damn tax deductions
Label sent checks through the mail
I brought the bands to the function