Ashes of Silver

Dear, would you forgive me
If I get stupidly unlogical
This is my first time
Dealing with something like this
Sometimes I do really miss you
I think I'm doing quite well
But the longer it goes on
The more I feel like there's no solid ground
You're probably busy
And by this time, you will have figured out
That I'm not as fantastic
As you made me out to be

It's just these
First time insecurities
And while I consider myself to be strong
They won't last long

Also
I feel guilty for where I came from
Being spoiled and not having enough hardship
I would like some, just didn't really encounter it
In a way others might have
Oh, you were right
Nothing was expected of me really
I'm still developing
Trying hard
But I suppose
I could always
Try harder

It's just these
First time insecurities
And while I consider myself to be strong
They won't last long
I admire you
For caring less
Yet caring more
In exactly the right way
And I hope
I can learn to be more selfless
I hope, I can learn
To be more selfless



Credits
Writer(s): Linde Tillmanns
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