Session 6

Do i matter
Do i matter

Confessions of the young and broken
Fucked and hopeless
Hate a lot of niggas, so there's not too many that i could roll with
Ain't come to terms with me, so all them times, i was smoking
I used to wish for death, but now i know i ain't going
Finish off the project with an update on the contents of my mind
Say the progress so I don't have to be left behind
Don't like to speak, it's better off if i just go and fucking write
Such a mess, i never know if I'm doing what's right
I see the ones who make it known they want the best for me
I don't forget about the times niggas neglected me
Now they see deception and they love to have respect for me
Before they saw the music, wouldn't care about the death of me
And that's fine
It is what it is
I promise that i live my life while barely giving a shit
The only concern that i have is getting it how i live
But does it matter to you that i have no fucks left to give

Do i matter
Do i matter

Been looking for the end of the journey, but how does the journey end
Come home to a lot of voices claiming that they're my friend
Born sinner, so what reason do i have to repent
I've seen a lot of days that i ain't want to get out of bed
I wake up thinking, ima make some good new music today
The skies are blue, but only manage to see in shades of grey
I've had some thoughts that have been difficult to simply evade
Ain't mean to make it sound this hard, it's cause of the 808s
The color black is common in my clothing and my vision
See this nigga in the mirror, like i hate him, but i miss him
Anytime that nigga talked, they were the quickest to dismiss him
Riding solo through the fire, he ain't had nobody with him
He was never playing victim for the cards he was dealt
Niggas swear they love the music, do they love to see you well
Fighting demons on a daily, i might just end up in hell
Maybe then, they'd pay attention to all of the ringing bells

Do i matter
Do i matter
Do i matter
Do i matter