Too Much

I feel like its too much
To let go
Of people I've loved
Even though they moving on from me
Move along from me
Yah

Getting back to basics
Back to my hatred
It scares me
Im closed off from taking
Criticism even through the love
I still see blank faces
I still see these people as acquaintance
Nice to meet you
Im grayson
I've been chasing something i cant have
Tryna bring it all back
To the fam
But my family doesn't feel like family
Family matters getting to me
No ones checking on me
Keep saying i love being lonely
But don't you see
I love being loved
By my friends
Who say they got my back
But i feel attacked
When you dont say hello
Oh man
I feel like i got attached
To being so close
When we aint together
I get so low
A quick text to make things better
Before i off myself
Before i go

I feel like its too much
To let go
Of people I've loved
Even though they moving on from me
Move along from me yuh

I feel so gone
I feel so alone
It's getting to be too much for me
I feel so gone
I feel so alone
Getting too much for me

But if you say love me
I might stick around
Cuz im dummy
Even through the shit you put me through
You say you need a friend
You using me i can tell
But as long as i get out of this house
I'll be well
Yah
I'll be good with everything
Just like high school back then
We could do anything
Make me happy
Make me smile
Put on a fake look
Just to be okay for a while
I finally became vulnerable
To all your bullshit
You think I'm acting like a child
Just cuz im crying in my sleep
Demons all around these thoughts
I swear i just need peace
Peace of mind
Peace and kindness
Sippin remy
Just to say I'm fine
All you wanted is a little wine and dine

I feel like its too much
To let go
Of people I've loved
Even though they moving on from me
Move along from me yuh

I feel so gone
I feel so alone
It's getting to be too much for me
I feel so gone
I feel so alone
Getting too much for me

Yah yah yah
Too much for me yah yah