Used To

I've been staying quite
Smoking weed
And drinkin way too much
Shit been gettin real
So I kill the stress
With solo cups
People switchin sides
Talking shit
But then they show me love
I just find it funny
Cause they never really
Growin up
My Friends turned to enemies
And so I turn to Hennessy
Devil tryna get to me
But my bitch way too heavenly
I got evil tendencies
And so I'm stressin mentally
I just need a remedy
To kill the pain off chemically
Ive been losing patience
With these people all around me
I come from the basement
Where the rich would try to clown me
Focused on my greatness
But my vision getting cloudy
Dreams I keep on chasing
But my body gettin drowsy

I don't feel the same
Like I used to
Shit don't feel the same
Like it used to
I don't feel alive
Like I used to
I don't feel the love
Like I used to
I don't feel the same
Like I used to
Shit don't feel the same
Like it used to
I don't feel alive
Like I used to
I don't feel the love
Like I used to

I got shit that's goin on
But Im keeping to myself
Everything be going wrong
But I stay wishing people well
All the love ain't lasting long
And if it's real I cannot tell
Got me feeling way too empty
Thinking my soul is for sale
I just need some distance
I'm not in the mood to talk
All these people got me itching
Swear they always tryna plot
Everybody keep on switching
Swear to god it never stops
That's the reason I'm so distant
And I never say a lot
Got some money in my pocket
But I swear it ain't enough
Swear this city full of people
Who ain't ever doin much
I just wanna get away
But I don't wanna find no love
Cause these women
Being spiteful
Swear they always actin up
Like

I don't feel the same
Like I used to
Shit don't feel the same
Like it used to
I don't feel alive
Like I used to
I don't feel the love
Like I used to
I don't feel the same
Like I used to
Shit don't feel the same
Like it used to
I don't feel alive
Like I used to
I don't feel the love
Like I used to