Lostatsea

Its beauty in the struggle ugliness in the succes
Hear my words and listen to my signal of distress
I always contemplate when the goal is to progress
Cause I'm scared of change and that's the truth I must confess
Never loved my words but I always loved
yours
And me and my pen have always had amours
It gets hard to focus when my head is stuck in tours
I can never focus when my head is stuck in Lures
Hard to face reality when it's the same finality
Hard to face morality when we get stuck in salary
Mob mentality is killing creativity
Nonchalant flow, admire the audacity
And I been lost at sea it's been a while since I could see
Dying to finally make it but there's plenty fish at sea
But when I see the crowd I close my eyes and count to three
Though sometimes it goes wrong and it turns to you and me

Tell me why growing up is the hardest thing to do
Why do we have dreams when we don't pursue
Why do we believe when we know it's not true
And tell me why fall in love when it's not with you
Questions I can't answer yeah if only I knew
What it takes to be the best but I ain't got a clue
Been dreaming of this life since I was probably two
Back then I didn't know what I would have to go through
Always dream of more though I always had it all
But I feel like I've been stuck between a rock and a wall
And people leave your side, but only when you fall
And it'd be great if time could come to a halt
And I promised everybody I would get it right
I promised when I'd fall I'd get up and fight
I promised when it's dark I would be the light
I promise when the dust settles it'll be alright