Electric Nausea

There's something about us that isn't right
By the way that we kiss and the way we sleep alone at night

The things we've been doing when we're both out of sight
I still love you the most but I'm convinced that it's a different type

And I tried everything I could to put my heart in line
Fucking in the dark and feeling numb inside
Is this the way it feels to have your true love die
And it's true
Everything I see is in electric blue
Only kissing strangers could've changed that hue
I'm living for myself instead of just for you

So I'd rather be lonely
And live for the moment
I'll meet my friends in the strobe lights
And feel all the love from the night life
So I'd rather be lonely
I hate your controlling
I'll caress my pain on the dance floor
I'll let myself go and then go more

I'll take my belongings and return my key
By the time that you read this I'm gone and you'll be be rid of me

To walk away is feeling bittersweet
But to stay is way harder and I'm only the boy who's weak

I tried everything I could to put my heart in line
Fucking in the dark and feeling numb inside
Is this the way it feels to have your true love die
And it's true
Everything I see is in electric blue
Only kissing strangers could've changed that hue
I'm living for myself instead of just for you

So I'd rather be lonely
And live for the moment
I'll meet my friends in the strobe lights
And feel all the love from the nightlife
So I'd rather be lonely
I hate your controlling
I'll caress my pain on the dance floor
I'll let myself go and then go more

I've been ravenous for a new life outside my head, boy
I've been lacking energy to move out of my bed, boy
And you know it, you know it, you know it

It's been way too long since you and I have felt alive
We're drowning in minutes and being anchored with a tide, boy
And you know it, you know it, you know it