Pain....No More

I put all my tears in the music and wipe it away and kept moving
Cuz nobody care to be vulnuarable
I try to give it to God cuz he is the only one listening
I have problem with sinning
So I keep on making more music
I wish I can tell you in person my feelings but I gotta feeling you think I'm the weakest
But lately im feeling defeated
Man life is a struggle
It don't make it better to see you enjoying the violence around you
Recording the fighting instead of resolving it
I wanna tell you its stupid
But I am a Christian and you would just say I'm a hater
I hate that I cannot be honest and say how I feel with out people offended
So highly defense like Patrick Beverly
I wanna jump on a table in lose it but since I am black that would make me a target
So I gotta hide it and keep my composure
And flip to a verse where it tell me that I gotta give it to God and be quiet
Be quiet just pray and be faithful to God They tell me
I tell you I'm tired of moving in silence with pain on my heart from the sin all around me

I'm done hiding, I notice the sun light shining
The melanin of my skin got me hotter than the suns heliosphere
Lord forgive me for the drift I was turning
Now I'm switching up gears driving thru sin that is depleted thru
Repentance I resent that I was foolish tryna handle every problem I was losing to
You got me thru it
You had the patience
I needed guidance
You guided me through it
So now Im feeling empowered
Now I gotta be careful
Evangelizing the hopeless
Giving love to the racist
Cuz lord knows that they need it
And anybody who different
Even the president who showcasing the wrong teaching
I know its cliche but we gotta do it
I know they hate you but you gotta love em
I know it's hard when hate is welcomed
But God is here so past it to em



Credits
Writer(s): Andre Glenn
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