I'm Addicted

Yo
See all they do is take advantage of you
But they don't really know
Who you really are
What you really do, yeah

You never gave a fuck about me
People come and go they doubt me
I'm addicted to the love
I'm addicted to these drugs
Just give me a hug yeah

You never gave a fuck about me
People come and go they doubt me
I'm addicted to the love
I'm addicted to these drugs
Just give me a hug yeah

You don't want the love
No it's not enough
You do it for the lust
But you don't give a fuck
Might take another drug
Cuz that'll be enough

So I'ma stay addicted
Ain't no one can fix it
Talking, no one listen
Don't know what they missing
I'll be always blissing, yeah
Turn nothing to something
That's the way I function, yeah

Where you go?
I don't know girl
Can we talk?
On the low girl
Can I see you?
Is that for show girl
Is that for show girl
That's just my girl

You never gave a fuck about me
(Oh you never did)
People come and go they doubt me
(Oh they doubted me)
I'm addicted to the love (love)
I'm addicted to these drugs (drugs)
Just give me a hug yeah

You never gave a fuck about me
People come and go they doubt me
I'm addicted to the love
I'm addicted to these drugs
Just give me a hug yeah

I just want my old life back
I'm tryna find me and I'm tryna find god
But It's so hard to find peace yeah
Aye, I'ma stay addicted! No one can fix it yeah

Going through my life
You can see my grind
You can see my hustle and the strength I did!
To overcome my fears
To overcome my dreams
I'm on my hands and knees

Listen up!
I'm here!
I'm here for you!
If you go through addiction
Mental Illness
Depression
Anxiety
Drug Abuse
Any of this
It's ok
People are here to help you
And it's ok to find help
Fight and fight to get better

Cuz fighting hard to be clean and sober
Is the best thing I could've ever done for myself

And at one point in my drug abuse
I didn't even want to be Max anymore

I was ok with losing my own self

And I'm grateful for my family
And my brother Anthony right by my side

And god above
Help me get out out of this terrible time in my life

And show me the right direction
To see better days

And you can do the same
Be yourself and don't ever stop fighting
Mental health is crazy!

You ain't in my shoes
You ain't pay my dues
You know what I been through
I got all these issues
I feel the fucking pain
Yeah I feel these fucking snakes
Yeah they all up in my head
Yeah they all up in my head yeah

You never gave a fuck about me
Yeah, yeah, yeah

People come and go they doubt me

I'm addicted
Said, I'm addicted
Yeah I'm addicted to the love yeah
(To the love yeah)

You never gave a fuck about Ant
(No you never did)
People come and go they doubt Max
(Oh they doubting Max)

Said I'm addicted
Said he's addicted
(Yeah we're addicted)
Yeah we're addicted bitch, Yeah

(You never gave a fuck about me)
(I can't take this pain no more)

(No more)
(No more)
(No more)

I came a long way from the bullshit in the past
And I'm finding new ways as I'm seeing better days

I came a long way from the bullshit in the past
And I'm finding new ways as I'm seeing better days

I know it's just a phase
I know it's just a phase
I know it's just a phase
I know it's just a phase
I'm seeing better days
I'm seeing better days
I'm seeing better days
I'm seeing better days
Yeah