Vicious Cycle

The water fills my lungs, as I gasp out for air
A delusion of my former self, a thought I can't bare
I shift my focus to avoid discontent
But I'm drowning in abysmal endless torment

I swear it happens every day, I'll try to feel better
But every day I'm falling further and further, I can't sleep
I've got so many problems
I'm not stopping 'til I reach the bottom

I can't pull myself forward
It's a fucking disorder

I'm just so tired, I'm uninspired
It's like a guilt trip, sad song, desperate to feel alive
I'm losing sleep just to lose my mentality
One more second 'til the brink of insanity

I can't pick myself back up

I have waited my entire life for this
Self deception radiates within me
Barricade all my thoughts in these walls
I can't find my way back out

I can finally see that I'm living a dead memory
And I can finally say I'm better off hanging
Up from above
Suspended
Bound by chains

I can't pull myself forward
It's a fucking disorder
A fucking disorder



Credits
Writer(s): Danny Dibella
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