Dead By Now

I don't wanna see my face no more
'Cause lately I don't feel like myself no more
I'm stuck in the same place like before
But I still can't catch a breath no more

I feel like there are too many people living inside of me
And no, that's why I don't enjoy my own company
I feel like my anxiety is kicking in
I feel like I'm giving in
but I don't so I'm still suffering
I guess I'm gonna be just stuck with me

Kinda don't wanna exist right now
Should be on my deathbed by now
I'm too much in my head right now
Kinda wish, kinda wish I was dead by now

Kinda don't wanna exist right now
Should be on my deathbed by now
I'm too much in my head right now
Kinda wish, kinda wish I was dead by now

No, I don't wanna be dead
But I don't wanna be here
But I don't wanna be dead
Oh, oh

I hurt cause I think I know too much
But then I feel like don't know enough
Really feel like I should just give up
But I don't wanna, I just wanna stop thinking this rough

I feel like there are too many people living inside of me
And no, that's why I don't enjoy my own company
I feel like my anxiety is kicking in
I feel like I'm giving in
but I don't, so I'm still suffering
I guess I'm gonna be just stuck with me

Kinda don't wanna exist right now
Should be on my deathbed by now
I'm too much in my head right now
Kinda wish, kinda wish I was dead by now
Kinda don't wanna exist right now
Should be on my deathbed by now
I'm too much in my head right now
Kinda wish, kinda wish I was dead by now

No, I don't wanna be dead
But I don't wanna be here
But I don't wanna be dead
Oh, oh

I don't wanna be dead
I don't wanna be dead
I don't wanna be dead
No, I don't wanna be dead



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Writer(s): Eklavya Kaushal
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