The Old Me

I've been trying to be so strong
I'm kinda proud of how far I've come
I've come a long way from
Staring at my phone for hours
Waiting for your call
And don't tell me you miss me
I stand still like I haven't been breathing
You bring me back to life
I guess I'll be here if you need me

Cutting my arms doesn't do a thing
Wanna cut these thoughts out of my

I still see
(Still see it)
Something left of me
(Somewhere)
In the way you hold my hand
I'll hold onto it
Until the bitter
Him or death
(I won't beg)
There's no difference
(I know what you'd choose)
It's not too late to turn back time
Make peace with your past and the rest of our lives
(Make peace with your past and the rest of our lives)

I've broken down my walls
There's no point in claiming fault
The situation is complicated
How could I blame you
I know you hate it
But
You have a chance
Maybe you could stay
And
I'd carry all of that pain
So you could take a breath and see
I wanted you to live happily

Cutting my arms doesn't do a thing
Wanna cut these thoughts out of my brain

I still see
(See someday)
Something left of me
(You'll see it)
In the way you hold my hand
I'll hold onto it until the bitter
Him or death
(I won't beg)
There's no difference
It's not too late to turn back time
Make peace with your past and the rest of our lives

I love you
Please say you love me back
You don't wanna see me sad
I'm taking it back
Just give me a chance
I know that
I fucked up
Putting holes in hearts
I swear that
I've grown up
Mostly in the dark
I hope that you can see
(We were meant to be)

And fuck him
He's owed some
For making you sad
He's a guilt trip
Emotions conflicted
And putting you last
I hope that you can see
He's just like the old me