Time

I just need my release I'm so pent up
I miss dodging the Police in a Sorento
I miss feeling that high when I got you
I'm addicted to this game I know you are too but
Planets seem to align when the time's right
I tried to play it cool, I know that I'm the fool
And when we meet again I get adrenaline

Time is evil
Time is the force that makes us rot
Time organizes everything you love inside a box
Time's forever
Time isn't measured by a calendar or dial
Time is wasted if you're in denial
Time is purpose
Time is history and what your worth is
Time is how you see yourself behind those silk curtains
Time is rent
Time is rarely well spent
Time decides what kind of day to day life that you get
Time is sacred
Time is always what you make it
Time is traded by your body in your sleep so you can wake up
Time is money
Time is what you're given if you're born rich
And time sometimes can really be a bitch
Time is how your brain stores your memory and pain
Time can turn against you quick and make you go insane
Time's that voice inside your head saying you're to blame
Time is where anxiety can reign
Time consumes everyone and everything
Until this all feels like a distant memory or dream
I wanna be angry at myself comparing others to my life
But I'm angry at myself because i can't control time

I question myself cause off in alignment
I Talk to my myself not deserving the silence
With smoke after smoke flick the ash in my eyelid
Stuck in asylum I'm standing in silence
Anxiety ringing it's sounding like sirens
With Medicated white walls on his sinus
So try to be ready before it begins
Back on my bullshit I'm starting to grin
Loosen the noose then I tie up loose ends
The barrel is smoking
Now watch me descend
Underrated is a understatement
When You take it back and then you can't escape it
Face to face and then he hit the pavement
Now we breaking walls I'm calling that the basement
Four years that was so amazing
The feeling you get when you cant replace it
On to the next i was always patient
Got sick of waiting now it's time to change it like

I'm sorry
I do love you though

Kept the peace I had to play my part
Gassed myself before the race could start
When the light turned green my brakes locked
And doing too much began losing its charm
Price tag cost a leg and arm
Paid in full now my balance gone
The direction ahead me is vague I'm lost
Arrows pointing all over
The intro to Drake and Josh
Played mediator for way too long
Feel my thoughts begin to datamosh
Routine I'm uneasy uproot I'm gone
It's easier for me to move along
And I'm gone

I bare a cross
Positioned to the middle of my head like
If I can't make this work then I'm better off dead
I reconsider life decisions like I'm at the drive thru
Like what the hell you want? yo stop staring at the menu
A list of discontinued bad habits filling up reciepts
Reliving ground floor moments back when hogs were chasing me
But different Fase, different days, same problems
I tell myself I gotta be the best or it's back to the bottom
Like I gotta write the greatest verse just to prove my worth
Make everybody else on the track re-write their verse
But I don't even know what I'm gonna say to make it bang
Cause every time I'm Fase to face against a mic I just complain
Maybe a sixteen about six teens tryna make it
From a basement, to a day job, to a proper album placement
Like every other track so my writer's block engages
I'm sick of chasing like I'm it
Sick of looking like a clown for being myself once again
I recede into my shell until a friend calls in like

Next time it's gonna be different
Next time it's gonna be different yeah
Next time it's gonna be different
Next time it's gonna be different yeah
Next time it's gonna be different
Next time it's gonna be different yeah
Next time it's gonna be different
Next time it's gonna be different yeah