Venustraphobia

First time I saw you
I writing a break up song
I paused the beat and
Everything went slow
Amazed by your beauty
Looked like I seen a ghost
But then I passed you
Think my guts were all gone
Never saw something like you
Couldn't even say hello
All I ever did was stare at you
And go
Then I went back
Tried to write the song
But it didn't work out
You put me in a different zone
Two days later saw you again
At the complex
I stared again you looked at me
We had a moment
You was with your mother
Couldn't even say hi
But that's an excuse
Cause all my knees were shaking up
Uhh then I found you on Facebook
Kinda liked every pic
You put on Facebook
Sent a friend request then I waited
Threw a party from the moment
You accepted

All my life I never felt (Like this)
All my life I never crushed (Like this)
All my life I never felt (Like this)
All my life I never crushed (Like this)
All my life I never felt (Like this)
All my life I never crushed (Like this)
I believe that I will crush (This crush)
I believe that I will crush (This crush)

Uhh and there was me
Planning for the inbox
One day got caught up in the moment
Wrote an inbox
It was a simple hi around midnight
But wasn't strong enough
Finger was on eraser button
Fast forward a couple months further
Saw you again at the party
Down the corner
Around six o'clock
You were going home
My friends be telling look Pounds
Man she's alone
I still chickened out
I'm still asking how
There's something with you girl
I still gotta check you out
I don't really dig a gold tooth on a girl
But for her it ain't a turn off
Her teeth were made from pearls
I told myself immo drink
To approach ya
Cause I've been chicken out
Everytime I'm sober
Never heard your voice
But beauty sends me vocals
I start to think that you
Some kind of robot
Again saw you in Morula Sun
I can't remember the day
But I think it was in March
You was with your friends
Having some fun
Then you passed
My heart started beating fast
You passed me on your way
To the toilet
I waited for you there I had patience
You came you were done I didn't react
Only thing I did was nothing
Nigga just froze there

All my life I never felt (Like this)
All my life I never crushed (Like this)
All my life I never felt (Like this)
All my life I never crushed (Like this)
All my life I never felt (Like this)
All my life I never crushed (Like this)
I believe that I will crush (This crush)
I believe that I will crush (This crush)

Aye six months later
Found you on the gram
Hit a double tap hit you with a DM
It was so hard couldn't see your reply
Nigga's using free Wi-Fi
But it'll all be fine
But then I bought data
Went straight to the gram
Check my DMs
Found nothing from you girl
Getting notified everytime
You post a pic on Insta
Guess it knows that I
Ain't gotta give up
Again saw you in Sun Morula
Couldn't face you by then
Cause you were in my medulla
But I knew I was gonna get you
Following week
Had to wait for this to happen
Just to rhyme on this beat
Finally approached ya
Man this one is a win
I been waiting for months
Just to tell you this
Aye just to tell you this
Aye just to tell you that

All my life I never felt (Like this)
All my life I never crushed (Like this)
All my life I never felt (Like this)
All my life I never crushed (Like this)
All my life I never felt (Like this)
All my life I never crushed (Like this)
I believe that I will crush (This crush)
I believe that I will crush (This crush)