Mostly Downs

I passed out on your couch
Woke up, smoked up and then freaked out
Can you call my mother?
Let her know that I loved her
I went by your old house
Looks like your family moved out
That place is full of old memories
From a time before you were dead to me

So it's 2am and here I am again
Googling the best ways to kill myself
This is becoming a routine
But there's an ocean of pain that lives inside of me

"Dear diary
It's June 22nd 2015 and I've never felt more alone in my life
I'm not sure that I can ever look her in the eyes again
Was any of this even real?"

NO!

Manipulator does it feel great
When you're lying through your teeth to get your way?
And I'll never believe a word you say
You're just a name on my list of mistakes



Credits
Writer(s): Anthony Truzzolino
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